a story to tell :'((

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slow
down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
(Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

Saturday, February 28, 2009

myworldmypain

tragedy : 21st february 2009
time : around 8.30pm


it seems like everything is under control.bt then,it starts raining......

dat tyme i was quite dissapointed bcos of i missed my ex-skewl's 'sportsdae' dat i supposed to met all my friends there.bt i cnt make it.cuz on d'same dae i had to take my exam [far150 test~] ciscis! geram tol.pdhal da lme da kott amy plan ngn mmber2 sume.aderh.tp last2 ta pat g.
iskisk~sedey..

afta da abes sgale pnt lelah 'mengerjakan' paper amy tuh,,
slalunye g celeb8.
tp dat nite cm tade mood na kua.
my couz ad gak usha2 ajk kua.
tp mlss++pnat yg teramat.btl en jep la niat tuu~haih.

then,,all this starts....
i had an argue with my dearest friend kat jb nun.plus,,my housemate aka roomate
yg agak close ngan amy.da cm bff da pon.
gdo ngan dy..i was very depressed dat tyme.ngan gangguan psycho sorang guy nie.
amy sgtsgt stress~nn i didn't think wisely nn suddenly,i simply do smething dat
makes evryone terkjut beruk thap dewa ~huu [sorii guys,i nvr meant 2 do it anyway]
i took 40 tablets of panadol with extra extra coke.with my empty stomach.
haihh~jd ngeng jap.
at first,tade ppe.
after a few hours later.btu la ad effects dy.
tp tyme tade ppe tu,amy baring jep.nanges jap.sbb tertekan yg teramat.
then tbe2,my frwen tu msok.minx maaf kt amy.
tp na wat cne en?amy da mam dlu.
aderh~
dy ajk g mam kt warung bawah.
so,ikot jep la :))
tyme nga tggu mknn ktorg tu.dat tyme i felt very cold.
ta thn sgtt.smpai jep mknn.satu..dua suap.trus suh dy bungkus.
na balek.ta thn sjuk mlampau.
pas2,,cean all my fwens...my beloved friends..yg always b there 4 me.
am really2 sorii guys sbb ta pk pnjg..
aderh.
bcos of dat~i cannot sleep fer d'whole nite.
sbb munta2~perghh,sgtsgt saket.ta tpu. da la ta mam en.so na munta ap?
munta air la ap lg.saket taw munta air lg saket dr munta biase.
rse dy cam,ur organ2 sgale ap yg ad kat dlm tu nak t'kluar~
just imagine it.b4 u do such thing.oke ;))
then,d'next dae.i felt much better than yesterday.
cme pning2 nn saket2 kat perut nn dada.
nn sejukkk yg teramat.[ta ley bkk kipas,lo ta mnjerit.huu~]

on dat nite,,22nd february 2009.
my friends bawak g tdo uma dyorg.dkat jep.
sekangkang kera jep.menapak kjap.
smpai sne.tdo lena sgtsgt.dyorg jge amy ngan baekk :))
syggg dyorg.muahh~!!
tp.around 11.35pm gitu~aween start da 'dramaqueen' dy.kne rasuk lorh.ap lg.
amy terbgn.then,munta2~dyorg asing en amy ngn aween.
dat tyme trus ta ley na b'nafas.
susaa sgtsgt.
i thought it was asthma.sbb amy mmg ad asthma since i was kid [4years old]
then,warden aka pn norma aka mama nn dfann nn hajar nn macik
bwk amy g ospital hukm,cheras,kl.
kat situ laa~doctor chech darah amy then prasan ad smthng ta kne kt my liver.
then,amy ctew la kt doctor tu.bt,amy just ckp 20 tablets jep.
ta nk dyorg~org2 tersyg amy rsau sgtsgt.
amy kne than kt wad.
sbb ad radang hati nn perut.
effects pcm nihh kuat.so,korg pk la b4 buat tu.esp,d'one dat u love most.
amy sgtsgt nyesal~ta tpu.
i got a great family.great friends.nn great life.
i wont do it anymore.
serious-shit!!after what experience i've got throught~
ohhh,,tidak mungkin gue lakuin itu lg deyh~
huu~:DD

kat emergency wad tu.doc2 nurse2 sume garang2~
aderh.tp bgus gk.lo ta.smpi beble pn susa na dpt in4mation.tol ta?
dy cucuk tgn amy.mmg tade prasaan lgsg.saket gilee ah!
pas2 dy ltk ap ta kt dada,perut alaa kt bdan amy la.
kwn amy ckp puting jelly ap ta.
haha :DD
sbb na detect jntung nn nadi amy.
seb bek umo pnjg kate doctor tu.alhamdulillah~~
sbb amy da t'lmbt 24hours.my liver should be cnnt function normally balek.
tp,doctor tu terer ah.haha :DD



saket meyh~ :'((

amy kne msuk wad 6.tgkat 6 katil 19.
dat tyme ad nurse2 pelatih.
dyorg student ukm course nursing.
sme umo.pnt gk aa na mnjwp.sume tnye bnde sme.huu~
mama nn papa taw da.
warden,,friends,,dak2 kolej..lecturers..
sume da taw.
tp bese aa en.
law da dri mulut ke mulut..
ctew nih jd ctew tuhh.
huhu.
bak kate beloved syggg amy
"bialaa mulut org,kte ta ley na ttup.yg pntg kte taw spe kte " :))
ad yg kate,,i tension sbb ad 3bf ta dpt na handle.haha :DD
klaka la dyorg nihh.
amy kne thn 3 hari kat wad tu.
smpai ary ktige.



~ad teddy dmane shje~lalalala :DD.teddy is my evrything :))

doctor kate,,ta ley balek plak.
sbbnye i've got bleeding in my stomach.
ptt la saket.
aderh~
then kne than lg.
dyorg sume jge amy ngn baeqqq sgtsgt.
dyorg bwk mcm2 utk amy.
bearbear tman amy kt sne.
sbb ta kn la my friends na jge tiap2 ary.
dyorg ad test.
so,ta ley na tman amy tiap2 mlm.
uihh~lg stu!law korg na wat nih sume.bek JANGAN!
sbb mken tension ad aa.
asek kne mara jep.
haha
so,da'moral of da'story.this thinggy cannot reduce any of ur pressure
oo ur problems,,oke~:)) huu~
my liver still cannot function normally,
so d'nurses kept tka2 botol glucose nn grm gule utk msuk en dlm darah amy.
d'doctors said that kadar grm ke ap ta kurg dlm darah amy.
plgggg saket tyme msok en garam dlm darah amy.
saket dy cam.
luke kte yg baru tu kne simbah ngan cuka.
tp berpanjangan.
lme weyh.amy nanges spnjang dy msok en tuu.
for about 2-3 hours gak la.
so pk pk la yee~tyme na wat tuhh.

then,yg ta ley blaah tu.
ad doctor psikitari dtg kt amy.
haha :DD kawaii~~
ad ke dy tnye amy taw ta meaning psikatari tuu.
amy ckp la taw.
gile.mentally prblm.kn kn?
pas2 doctor tu glak.
hee~xpp
tp after da bbual.dy kate da ley discharge sbb amy ta gile.
haha :DD
aderh~

oh oh.lggg :))
syahid,azim,aswad,rainie,kwn rainie,nn aswad ex-exco.dtgg
dyorg bg bunge ros!hehe.kawaii~
nn chocolates~bykk ;)) nyumnyum
best la jgk dduk ospital.
sbb dpt tgk byk pristiwe2 yg m'insafkn kte.
hope they all get well soon.amiin~
so,dats it for now.
next tyme amy cite lg experience amy kay.
chiowwz~ :DD



.da cam penagih dadah d'sane~haih -.-

p/s : jgn overdose PCM.its much moreeee hurt then u eva think! ;))
da'pitcha is noy download yet.next tyme lohh kayh ;D
dats y late publish.igt na tggu pitcha.mls la.
haha :DD

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